is so damn frustrating! The years that I don't have a damn penny to my name, I can find every lil thing that I want for my kids. Right there! On the shelves! The year that I finally have the money, after four years of NOT, I can't find a damn thing that I want in stock! Not online, not at any of the stores, NO WHERE!

Now don't get me wrong, I know (and teach my kids) that Christmas is far more important than the gifts you may get! But dammit! For once I'd like to be able to get them some of the things the actually really want. I will find these things! Just mark my words... I WILL!